1. being the new girl

    Being the new person at work is never fun, and even though I’ve been at this place for 6 months I still feel new. I don’t get included in everything and I often get the work no one else wants to do dumped on me. It sucks. I know I need to toughen up and work through it, but that doesn’t take the sting out of feeling like a failure 80 percent of the time because you are doing things you have no idea how to do and no one gives you information - they just expect you to know. It also doesn’t take the sting out of being left out of things after spending 6 months trying to fit it. It’s hard for me. I’m an introvert, and while I prefer to be on my own - it hurts all that much more when I try very hard to put myself out there just to get left out. Honestly, it makes me just want to give up. I’m trying very hard to make my own goals and do work that I can be proud of, even if that work is just work I give myself to stay busy. I know I am better than this, I’m better than the work I’m given, I’m smarter than this job allows me to be right now. I’m trying to hang in there… but these last two weeks have been tough.

    Anyway. That’s what’s going on in my life. Enough complaining.

     

  2. Can’t get this song out of my head today.

    (Source: Spotify)

     
  3. This guy couldn’t be happier having me work at home today. Too bad he’s sleeping on my to-do list :/

     
  4. Day 2 of having a lopsided face…. Yay… #wisdomteethfun

     
  5. The healing power of snuggles.

     
  6. On a scale of 1 to miserable. I’m at a 4 right now. Thank you Vicodin and GOT marathon on HBO. #wisdomteethselfie

     
  7. My nurses are adorable, but a little useless.

     
  8. Everything hurts :( #byebyewisdomteeth

     
  9. manchesterorchestraband:

    Check out the brand new episode of Magic Moments with Manchester Orchestra – Vol. 3.

    And we’ll be back in our reddit AMA today at 5pm ET, so stop by if you missed it earlier: http://smarturl.it/ManchesterOrchAMA

    Love.

     
     
  10. Thursday night party for two.